TIRED OF IT

~TIRED OF IT~

What we think we feel

And what we feel we feel

Are often not what it is

Or how we actually feel.

Thinking and feeling at the same time

Could be deceiving and confusing,

For thinking and feeling are two

Separate emotions-

But most often the two

Beats minds like mine badly.

So I have decided not to think

Nor feel

But to be unfeeling

Devoid myself of all earthly thoughts and emotions

For the more I experience any

The more perplex I become,

The more stupid I look in nature’s eyes

And the more naïve I seem to my lover

But if I could only tell without thinking

Or even feel and explain things without feeling

I think I would be a bit worthwhile

In the eyes of myself, nature and my lover,

For I’m tired of thinking and feeling at the same time.

---Fampah Coyish---

© By Fampah Coyish-Awoken By Poems 2014