BEFORE SUNSET

~BEFORE SUNSET~

I told a lie, to say I was in the line.

Now here I am leaning on a pine

I have been myself just for a while,

But I couldn't tell the line between truisms and your lies.

I am sorry, so sorry-how

I have regretted for such a lie.

So I shall come, trust me, before sunset.

I surely shall and I bet to tell your lie

That lies in my Heart uncovered.

It was the result of those lies that my heart was

Laid like a mat for you to lie on.

You say my heart is comfortable, yet the lies remained the same

You placed those lies and left but I tried and lied you didn't.

Your love for me was a lie,

You cheated and pretended it was all a lie-

Leaving me here to lie, like a lion

Relying on God.

But trust me, I shall surely come,

But this time to defend myself, before sunset.

---Fampah Coyish---

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© By Fampah Coyish-Awoken By Poems 2013

IN MY HEAD

~IN MY HEAD~

I buried your secrets

In my head, so that when I die

It will remain unheard

By a third party

Because a friend’s head

Is not a good place to burry a lover’s secrets

Neither is a family member’s head a good garden

But one’s self is the best of cemetery to bury them.

So in my head, I have buried them.

---Fampah Coyish---

© By Fampah Coyish-Awoken By Poems 2014

MOVE ON

~MOVE ON~

I fall back

And keep coming back

But may you never be happy

For that is the mess you brought me

As a result of my love for you.

Maybe we are not meant to be for eternity

Maybe I can’t live without you

I miss you each time of my existence.

But may you never worry; keep on moving on-

 Maybe it’s my new sickness.

---Fampah Coyish---

© By Fampah Coyish-Awoken By Poems 2014

HEARTBURN

~HEARTBURN~

I will grant all humanity salvation,

Even those who claim their the beast

If am placed in that position.

Even though it wouldn't be fair

I really would if I could, but I couldn't

So my heart burns

It quakes when I see lesbians,

It burns when I see homosexuals

It totally stops when I see bestial

It hurts when I watch dildo and greased palm users.

I cry blood-for the one which is my kind and mankind practice

An act which the least animals wouldn't practice

What a rebellion!

Do men know what they are up to?

I don’t understand the human mind

Yet the one, who designed it, is against that!

And when I say, “thou shall not judge!” they say,

But this same people has built for themselves court houses

And have judges who are been paid and who they

Allow to judge and condemn them.

Yet they complain not and say not

“Thou shall not judge”.

My heart burns

It becomes a perfect barbecue ready to be served

To hosts of sympathizing Angels

My heart burns because not all men will be saved

Men are trailing-their tests they've failed!

Hell we live on they claim with pride

Forgetting hell they will live in if they continue without

Remorse and a change of heart and mind to follow

Jesus the Christ.

They feel judged when corrected.

Its abhorring-my heart burns when

I am misconstrued mean because I have distinguish right from wrong

Because I stand against what is evil and wrong

Just to help populate Heaven and depopulate Hell

Yes! God is the only to judge us but

Let’s not forget their souls will be required from our hands

For knowing the moon lit way yet leading our neighbour's

Go through the bright hall way in the name of love.

What importance is love here if it wouldn't cause any change

And awaken the slumbering minds?

What benefit is love to a wrecking ship, if it wouldn't stop the storm

And save the souls there in?

But a wicked and selfish love

But love isn't supposed to be selfish and wicked

Love is supposed to correct with love

Love is good and wants good for another.

And how bad and evil is rebuke, if will cause awareness?

My heart burns when I see evil doers

Because they have no portion in heaven

But in Hell they do and will dwell forever

So repent all ye and turn unto Jesus Christ the Saviour of the world

My part I am doing cause my heart burns for our salvation.

---Fampah Coyish---

© By Fampah Coyish-Awoken By Poems 2014

MAYBE

~MAYBE ~

Maybe my soul yearns for your undying love

Maybe I’m your other pair

And we can’t live with ourselves being detached

Maybe I’m your heartbeat.

What if it’s true that I replaced your heart,

And there wouldn’t be any beat without me?

Maybe you’re my courage

And that, all the  fear I am experiencing

Is because I am living without you.

---Fampah Coyish---

© By Fampah Coyish-Awoken By Poems 2014

YOUR RESIDENCE

~YOUR RESIDENCE~

Where do you reside,

Is it in the face,

The two soft protruding organs on the upper front of women?

In between the small, or big pillars on the chest

Or in the secret chambers of the heart?

Some say they find you on faces,

In silk, polyester and in cotton.

Some others say in nature,

And in the skies at dusk and at night-

Others too find you

In the faces of their children and

In the stature of their loved ones.

Some in big muscles

Others in long and short hairs,

In the two round fleshy parts that form

The lower rear area of a human trunk.

 But do you really reside there?

Do you really lie

In the eyes as they say?

If so, then people who sees you not in others,

Must really be beauty blind!

So I ask,

Where really do you, beauty, really reside-

And where is your residence?

---Fampah Coyish---

© By Fampah Coyish-Awoken By Poems 2014

WRITING A POEM

~WRITING A POEM~

Hello Bella,

How are you doing,

And how is moving on going?

I’m happy that you are happy

And finding happiness in moving on.

As for me, I’m still stuck

Don’t really know whether I have moved on

For thoughts of you seem so fresh each day

Like I just fell for you.

I’m writing this letter

Even though for a while now

I haven’t felt that better

To tell you that I’m writing a poem,

Like I have always done and do

And I’m using your name as the title.

I just wanted you to know that,

For you might just be wondering

What I’m using my life for.

I’m writing a poem and I’m using your name

As the title

And when I’m done with this letter

I will be done writing.

---Fampah Coyish---

© By Fampah Coyish-Awoken By Poems 2014

HE LIED!

HE LIED!

His deeds bounced back at him

As the great golden door shut

On his arrival…

He resembled a crescent moon

As he laid in an ocean of blood

In diminuendo pains,

He fought out his regrets

They lied he uttered in crescendo.

My sins are forgiven

He lied!

He never was placed

In charge of forgiving sins.

Who are we mortals-

To fight the war of the immortal?

He lied!

That our swords were

More sharper than His wrath

He lied!

The heartless sex gambles with the wives

Of the captives-

The innocent nipples I sucked on

As  favour to liberate a stolen cow.

The babies I spilled away

The wombs I splatted in two

The innocent bloods I fed my

Thirsty swords with

Yet with no personal feelings of remorse

I was assured I’ve been forgiven

But now I see the truth-he lied!

Remembering his last ride that

Has dug him his pit

He gave up the ghost

Saying in diminuendo, the priest lied.

---Fampah Coyish---

© By Fampah Coyish-Awoken By Poems 2013

AGAIN

~AGAIN~

I can’t believe this is happening

I can’t sit straight and think

Maybe it has to happen so;

But I can’t believe it why,

Why must it happen so?

Even if it is supposed to be so?

I thought happiness was bond to last

At least just for a while.

Before sorrow steals his chances through to scorn

With his two edged sword

Torturing and tearing through the heart.

Yet I still not blame you for this!

Yes!

Maybe we are a mismatch

Even though mine heart fits well into yours

Like a square peg in a square hole.

It would be whole, if I leave hold of-

All the promises that stabs

Me in my soft heart

For those wounds will heal

After sometime of agony

And I shall survive it again

Even with those hurtful scars

That will be left behind.

---Fampah Coyish---

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© By Fampah Coyish-Awoken By Poems 2014

I MISS YOU

~I MISS YOU~

Tuesday born, Tuesday went

It was tragic we never met

Even when you laid in your casket

I never came, but I cried

And I still cry for we never settled our differences

Before your departure.

For we were never at peace

We were like wild beasts;

Two wise lions who could never cope due to pride.

I cry

Cause in my stubbornness you loved me

And I kept my love for you a secret

You were precious to me!

But now its useless
 For the things we never say to those we love

Stays with us forever.

I am sorry I never showed it, I never said it earlier-

Cause I was busy fighting you

But I loved you!

So I took the pain and carved your name Lydia

In the hardest part of my heart

So it can never be a memory but a part of me

For October born you, October born me

And Tuesday born me too.

I miss you sister-I miss you

It been six years now and I’ve never

Missed any like I do this day

I am sorry

And please forgive me, wherever you are

Please remember me, for I won’t forget you

No-never!

Till we meet again, and settle our differences 

I say peace be with your soul.

---Fampah Coyish---

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© By Fampah Coyish-Awoken By Poems 2014

DEEPER PERSPECTIVE

~DEEPER PERSPECTIVE~

Tears always don’t heal us

Laughs always don’t bind us

Wounds always don’t weak us

Trials always don’t punish us

Hope always don’t assure us

Love always don’t unite us

Fear always don’t humiliate us

Mistakes always don’t correct us

Change always don’t perfect us

Patience always don’t delay us

Time always don’t hurry us

Religion always don’t make us holy

All because life always don’t seem to be fair.

---Fampah Coyish---

© By Fampah Coyish-Awoken By Poems 2014

WHEN I'M GONE

~WHEN I’M GONE~ 

While I,  

Patiently  

Waiting- 

Waiting for my call

I will save guard all these evidences 

And I  

Bet to tell all, 

Tell all this terrible happenings 

To father not leaving out even  

The fool’s end, 

Trust me- 

And bribe me not mankind; 

For I still shall 

Tell Father, 

Even if you do- 

When I’m gone. 

---Fampah Coyish--- 

© By Fampah Coyish-Awoken By Poems 2014