JUST LIKE I DID

~JUST LIKE I DID~

You were bad for me

Never made me strong

Never did me good

But each day I doubled the doses of you.

From the very beginning I saw it

And I knew it after a day past

But I always never heed to your

Precautions, cause warnings were my enemy

And if I should’ve been dead for your sake then,

It would have been worthwhile.

You isolated me from friends

Each time I spent with you just because

Moments with you accompanied by dreadful

Hallucinations of our future

It was scary ones,

Yet I still plunge on to you

And played bold and pulled my pants of

Spunk on just for the sake of a better future.

I got addicted to you and now I’m in rehab

Healing from you and your pains in my heartbeat-

You destroyed me and I’m trying to repair

And you still don’t care-

I thought you loved me so

I wasted my time and nights on you

And all I get back is a stupid addiction

Which can’t be curbed?

I thought you loved me,

I thought you wanted me same measures

As I wanted you just like I did

Now all I can do is to cry and cry

Just for the sakes of regret

Cause all my life

You have been the only drug I have abused

And yet cannot find any

Bad reasons to befriend regret.

---Fampah Coyish---

© By Fampah Coyish-Awoken By Poems 2014