I APOLOGIZE

~I APOLOGIZE~

I’m sorry for all things I’ve done,

For all tears I have caused you;

I’m sorry

And this time I mean it

I mean them–all my words.

I’m sorry I’ve been a constant

Pain in the ass and a disappointment to you.

I’m sorry my lips had always been in your way;

All the bad and evil thoughts and disbelieve

All the curses I cursed you

The evil things I did in pursuit of pleasure,

I’m sorry that I always wanted to find happiness in myself

That when I had to dig in you

I dug in-between my thighs for satisfaction.

I’m a cheat, and you don’t deserve a pinch of me

For I’m too tasteless 

 For as a salt I have lost my taste and my flavour

Upon all those favours.

I’m useless, you don’t deserve me;

I’m not too good for you

I don’t deserve this hug.

I’m sorry-I mean it!

See how tears are raining

Before my eyes

Because I’m not happy cause

I can’t forgive myself

Even while enjoying the comfort of your arms

My mark of sin still embedded deep

Beneath the tissues of my skins.

My neck is breaking

My burdens of sins too heavy

I’m sorry Lord Jesus, I apologize

Forgive me and make me pure once more.

---Fampah Coyish---

© By Fampah Coyish-Awoken By Poems 2014